Family

And so it was another day in the "substitute house" but this time it was different. This time, there's people. But not any other kind of people, but FAMILY people.


They stayed over night there, bathed there, cook there, as if it's their new house. Like, a hotel where you can stay for free, which is a total crap. But the more the merrier, like what they say aye? It's okay to me, but it can be a bit fed up- ish with all the PERMANANT MESS they've made. And even though tht it's not me who cleans them up, I hate how everywhere I sit there's bound to be bits of food off the floor or sand, and when I'm outside, there're flies EVERYWHERE because they were throwing trash and bones outside.


I know what you're thinking, "Why are they acting like they're uncivilised people in the city?" Let me explain, they're village people, the type tht lives in the jungle and being like this is just a method of their survival. I'm disgusted by it, but what can you do? They're thought to be like this. Even though it bugs me a lot, i'm a part of their family. Besides they're good people, it's not like they hate me. Or do they?


Anyways, I warned my mom to not let the WHOLE VILLAGE into the house. Otherwise it'll turn out like the house in one of the village tht was SUPPOSE to be ours but got taken over by my aunt because of her HUGE FAMILY. Efff......  And so it proves tht there is such a thing called "there's such a thing as being TOO nice"


I never really tried to learn the language, Kenyah. Cause I barely use it. And because of tht, I never talk during family gatherings, I understand them, but I have trouble responding. And they'll be like "Tiing, why don't you talk?" and i'm there raising my shoulders. Because i'm always talking english, they'll be like "babababababababababababababa" which is FREAKIN annoying. Everybody's like tht!And when i'm talking chinese to my cousin Jeissy, they'll be like "chinchanhcinchainhancianhcianchianc" which is quite insulting, and I terribly hate it.

But tht's life, I only feel like I "fit-in" on the internet and with the drama team only. I can't wait to get out of this country. 


Moses, a cousin of mine, brought one of his workers with him. I don't know why he did tht, but the guy's 17, has muscles and short. REALLY short. Only up to my shoulders, and i'm like 157 cm. Lols. Now why did I bring him up? 


I saw my "long time no see" cousin! He definitely changed. We didn't talk, but I scored a pic of him! Why am I so happy?? Anyways, here's him now.

You know what, he seriously looks like a clown here. Lemme put another pic of him when he was still a kid. 

ARGH!! Can't put it in the middle. Oh well, cute aye? 

I have to admit, this family got some pretty good lookin people. Sure the picture didn't really show the "handsome" him, but it's the best my lil' cousin can get with my phone. Not because I like him tht I want a pic of him, which is incredibly stupid since he's my cousin, it's also for the slideshow i'm doing for the family reunion on Dec. And yeah, i'll put it up if I can.

"He re-dyed his hair"

Life is screwed 

Clarissa