Bubbles

Okay maybe new posts on weekends ain't working well. From now on this blog's just updated whenever I want and you'd know when just by following/stalking my twitter with the link or box or something on the right of this page. It's right around there so yeah, stalk me PLEASE.

Anyway the holidays are here! Possibility of going out of town? As thin as paper. Really. My dad's still in KL and we YOU KNOW WHAT never mind. Main point is i'm not sure. Rather stay at home doing nothing, like how I did with the first weekend of the hols. 

I couldn't text Jitty over the weekend cause he was at camp in some "tropical resort" outside town. So I was pretty bored. Worried at the same time too cause he'd been really stressed over it cause he's the one organizing the camp which I TRULY understand after planning Drama's gathering over a hotel. But yeah, I was pretty bored and lonely. BUT, I STILL did something productive so don't judge.  

HOW I SPENT MY FIRST WEEKEND OF THE HOLIDAYS
I played minecraft and found gold. 
I made gifts for Jitty. Simple and homemade ones duh I aint got money. 
And that was it for the daylight session of Saturday.

BUT WAIT at night Mom got a surprise invitation to my cousin's(?) "Goodluck And Have Fun And Be Safe, You're Moving To Malacca For Studies" party/blessing/praying thing. I don't know. I didn't wanna go but i'm scared of being home alone at night so i just tagged along. I didn't really wanna go cause I don't even know the girl very much. Family events are always awkward for me. TERRIBLY awkward. I've mentioned this before right? That I cant really speak their language well without numerous 'Umms' and 'What did she just say?' but yeah I went instead and was hoping my half chinese cousin was there to help ease the awkwardness.

I'm practically the black sheep in both sides of the family. I'm the only one who talks English every second of my whole life. Of course I know how to speak chinese or kenyah but at the same time i'm still horrible in it with pronunciation mistakes and inappropriate words. I am a fail. At least I could still make it big on some stuff academically or in extra curricular. Right?

So yeah enough with rantings and back to the "party". I barely know half the people that were there, most of them was from the other OTHER side of the girl's family I think, cause they're kayan and we're kenyah and woop de doo de doo. My chinese cousin was there TOTAL RELIEF FOR ME. So yeah we chilled at the back of a truck with my other full kenyah cousin which i'm comfortable with cause she's younger than me :3

NOW THIS IS THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE NIGHT when we were outside practically everyone (that was outside the house) heard a girl cry, getting heavier and heavier everytime my brother and the other kids go freaked her out with faces and stuff. I was freaked out as usual when I saw who it was. The neighbor two houses away was outside crying terribly and we didn't know why. So we ran back into the house and was really blur and practically told everyone bout it. The host of the "party" said that it's prolly cause she's scared and her parents left here home alone with some little kids and were out at a pork stall selling and always come home like 2 in the morning. And the girl's prolly crying heavier cause of my younger brother and the kid's trying to scare her. Kids. Freakin kids.

One of the guests of the "party" brought the scared girl into the house and comforted her. It was the most warming thing i've ever seen. Total strangers, but the same race too, helping to calm her down. The girl is apparently diagnosed with down syndrome and looked like a teen too. After 10 minutes a tiny girl that's about 9 years old came and brought her back to the house. I have no idea who she was couldn't understand Kayan. But it was definitely the best part of the night. 

After that people are starting to leave and the idea of a sleepover at my chinese cousin's house came up. Okay her name's jeissy now WRITE THAT DOWN. The truck wasn't spacious enough for eight kids to squeeze in so we rode at the BACK of the truck. Flashbacks of road trips back to kampong arise. Total. Awesomeness. Wind and bugs flying into our faces OH what fun. Just kidding it was worth it :)

Then we ate and TV and omegle. Not really worth it since most of the people on it were wanking and being racist cause of the asian stereotype bout our "small eyes". Then we met a couple of Filipinos on it! The guys were Jules and RJ and they are hella nice and cute. The awkward part was that I was the only one that talked to them the whole time on skype, with Jeissy and Ivy at my both sides admiring their cuteness cause you know, they're not fluent in english and were probably shy. It was fun they're really really nice. Awesome people alright. 

So we stayed over at Jeissy's for 2 nights. Most part of it was omegle cause since we could find people like the Filipinos maybe we could find more. Sadly no we couldn't. Only horny guys sigh. Then I went back home and Jitty's back from camp too! We texted but briefly cause i'm tired and sleepy. Then an hour later I woke up reading Jitty's depressed and lonely tweets which made feel really, really, really guilty for not staying up with him till I banged my head on the table twice. After that, long story, then i'm here now. Writing a really loooooong post for just 3 days of my first holiday weekend. Well this is surprising never knew so much would happen in so long.

Oh well I shall stop now it's been an hour writing this. Mkay bye shall post when i'm doing something.  

Je Te Plumerai La Tete

Every student body (except for the the upper forms) is celebrating and shouting "FUCKYEAH" because the finals. IS. OVER! Finally no more people asking for answers from me, risking my good student reputation. To the teachers only of course. Naah just kidding i'm a rebel sometimes, I just hate being caught during an exam. What can I say, i'm known as the goody-two-shoes.

So apparently almost everyone in my row kept asking for my answers. There's a smart one that's like right behind them but no. He doesn't wanna give his answers. So they turn to ME. And I was getting annoyed that I have to turn left and right and act like I'm not purposely holding my paper up to let them copy. I was so freakin worried of the teacher and tired and I haven't even finished my paper yet. It was just kind of a mess. But naaah nevermind, it's not like my answers could give them a boost on their grades. >=)

The only thing I don't get though is that, why cant they answer it themselves? I know they studied but why are they still cheating? I mean if they really didn't study then they could have just used their common sense like ME. I guess they had no faith in themselves. Or just lazy to finish the paper sigh.

Now that the exams are over I have absolutely no idea what to do in the afternoons now. Before, it was Drama and studying and texting Jitty but now it's just texting Jitty. Im not complaining, talking to Jitty's absolute fun and i miss him and all but, my life's so boring la. I wanna go out with people but you know, restricted and locked up with parents till I graduate to college. Paranoid and overprotective dad. Long story.

He's back in KL last week fyi. Job hunt. Long story too.Christmas is coming close too YAY! If i'm going back to Kampong, then i'm gonna be in hiatus for almost a month. The village only has electricity and no reception which is kind of a good thing since i'm sick of being ignored by techies. Wait, i'm already ignored as the only one that doesn't speak the mother tongue. Oh wait no, i'm largely noticed BAH. But, there may be a possibility of not going anywhere this Christmas. Oh well Christmas movie marathon on TV it is then. Dear God I wish I have driving license already, I wanna drive back to Kuching. I miss the food. And I could have all the time spent with Jitty like before. 

I think this pretty much covers everything that went through my mind. See ya'll whenever or next weekend if I get a blog idea. Salutations dear reader.

  

Just In Time

BOOM! Im two weeks early from the stated date. Whatever that means, of course.


Soo, few days back I was actually on a plane flying to somewhere else for a competition. A big one I might add. Yeap, The English Drama Competition, National Level. In Ipoh. And few more weeks back I was busy practicing for this. So that explains my sudden disappearance from the blogger world. If anyone cared *sad face*


Long story short, WE WON. YESH. CHUNG HUA MIRI'S DRAMA TEAM, aka US, won national level after 4 years of not going for nationals. It's a very big achievement alright FOR THE YEAR TOO MHM.


Being able to be a part of nationals was fun enough actually. So many awesome people! Though I was anti-social throughout the whole trip, but it was fuuuuun! And most of us succeeded in making an alliance with the Sabah team. Again, I've only said Hi to a few people but whatever PSH I still got to take pictures with a few HA! I WASNT THAT PATHETIC.


The mall was lame. Nothing much to buy and stuff. But I bought a 1000 piece puzzle for Jit Jit for several reasons. Main point, he didn't finish HA! And we didn't go to KL cause of the time so we ended up wandering in the airport instead. 


Wao, this post is sure as boring as the others. I gotta study or procrastinate. KTHNXBYE

I should really post something huh?

OH WHO CARES no one reads this blog anyway. 

Straight to the point now. 
New post up next, next weekend. I know it's really late but freakin finals had to be in the way so hold on people! It'll be over soon as much as I want to too. KTHNXBYE

I met daylight

After a week of being imprisoned in the house, I finally picked the right clothes and went outside. With mom and my brother. First it was breakfast then the mall then to the public pool. And I gotta say this, I really hate the public pool. I didn't go for a swim though, I was just sitting on the side watching my brother. And for two hours, I have seen too many wrong things.


I don't know why but everytime I'm bored at a public place outdoors I notice a lot of things.


First, hairy body parts. Like literally EVERYWHERE. The back, the chest, the arms, the legs, the belly and even inside the undies. Advice for hairy men, next time you're gonna wear a speedo, at least shave off SOME parts. It's really disgusting, and no speedos for the older ones PLEASE.


And bulges mann. Dude I don't even know why did I notice them in the first place but, loose your pants after coming out from the water dammit, the kids pool is right beside the adult pool. And it goes to the kids too. 


Also, nipples are obvious too ladies. I don't know if you didn't realize that your top has no cups, or just thought that maybe no one will notice but wrong. WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG. Remember anybody that's like, at the side waiting and just bored, could just start to look around and notice things, like me. Be more aware next time please, and again THE KIDS. 


Oh, and uhh guys. I can see you observing women and you're hands deep underwater. 


So yeah. And if anybody got offended by this, woops DON'T CARE. Just be grateful I saved your dignity the next time you go swimming. And I really don't like swimming at the local public pool. Not only because i'm insecure, ad paranoid that someone would grope me, but, yeah that's probably it. And I really hate how the facilities are put at. Example.


This is how the place looks like.

Yes, I used text instead of just drawing the words out because it'll look like crap. Don't trust me? Fine. You asked for it, mentally. 

Told ya. And yeah I gave up halfway. My fingers hurt from doing this. And now everyone knows how my writing was when I was 5. Yay! Anyway so, whenever I go there to swim, I go to the shallower part of the adult pool. That's on the left where it's close to the kids' pool. And to get there I have to walk out from the locker room, and walk awkwardly to that part because, guys are always chilling on the pool side, checking out girls. So that walkway would be like a runway. And the guys would be whistling and stuff, trying to hit on the girls that walk by. It's just annoying, and really irritating. They should really switch the locker rooms dang it. I don't wanna be noticed in the bathing suit my mom picked out for me.

Really people, think bout everyone's thoughts before doing something mann.

So yeah. Next weekend then. Bye.

I hate it when you say that you're always fine.
Please, I know you're lying. Just stop it.

Unimaginable

OMGOSH you clicked my link on twitter and facebook.


My area got blacked out. Must be from the Raya preparations. I was so god damn bored 'cause there was no TV, no air-conditioning and no internet. I know right, it was so devastating. 


So, guess what I did for the last 2 hours of no electricity? 
     
      Trap a fly in the fridge.
      Locked myself in the trunk of dad's car.
      Tackled my dolls.
      Wrote Chinese calligraphy. 
      Drew a french mustache with mom's hair mousse. 
      Barked at my dog.
      Spy on neighbor's cat.
      Foot tanning.
      Cleaned dad's razors.
      Stuff myself in the fridge.
      Practice elbow licking.
      Stare at blank TV.
      Butt hump mom's car.
      Hide in closet.
      
I had oodles of fun. 
Clarissa

Boredom Raped My Brain

Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored.

Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored.

Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored.

Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored.

Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored.

Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored.

Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored. Im so bored.

Im

SO 

FREAKIN

BOOORED!

GAAWD!!

Don't you just hate it when you get bored. 

I just wanna eat out the guts of a beluga whale.

Back. And never leaving again.

Miss me? Prolly not. But I don't blame ya since I haven't posted anything for like a year now but WHATEVER. I'm starting fresh, with the real me, now. And by that I mean more turtles, less colours, and less lame jokes. 


I admit, after reading back my post. I was lame. 


And i'm REALLY guilty for posting the "17 and gay" post. No pun intended Faddy. Though I still think that you're, kinda homosexual and.. ANYWAY weekly posts. On weekends, prolly? So yeah. I apologize for this short and uninteresting post but I'm just trying to revive here mkay? Don't push it.  


Clarissa
Signing out.

CNY

Ahh, the Chinese version of New Year. Come to think of it, China does copy a lot.
Naaaaah just kidding :) 
It is also the time for family reunions, free money and people with horrible Chinese pronunciation greet Gong Xi Fa Cai awkwardly. Love it.


So I went to this Bazaar in town last night. It was horrid.
Not TERRIBLY horrid, it was just stuffy.
Plus I notice tht a LOT of men wears cheap cologne. 
It was like PHEW SOMEBODY PASS THE John Varvatos!
Anyway, there were lion dance performances
The one where a dude holds the other dude waist 
and do awesome wushu tricks with a lion costume.
But this time, it's different.


The heads were smaller.
Well nothing interesting bout tht.
But the thing tht truly attracted me was THE EYES.
Mmmhm they attached blinking lights to the eyes of the lion head, costume, thing
It was so weird..
And for some reason they threw crackers everywhere tht gives out this revolting smell
Didn't really shocked me over why they did tht.
I knew the guys doing it.
They're immature "gangsta" posers


I didn't really pay attention to the show
Cuz i was too busy staring at a blinking light tht soared up to the sky.
Turn out it was a VERY low tech toy.
Such a disappointment. :(

I. Am. BACK.

WOO I got my VIBE back.
Well, part of it.


And it's also the last week of the first month of 2011. 
Oops.
ANYWAY i'm in 2C in case ya'll don't know it's the THIRD best class out of 12 so tht's good right?
But it's not entirely good for me.


Here's a list of my complaints:
- Natasha's in the class, which means i'm being tortured as a slave AGAIN
- The whole class can't understand English much Idiots
- I love the teachers though :) 
- I'm at the window seat WITH THE BURNING SUN
- I'm an outcast there.
- I sit near a fat and noisy guy. Oops
- My class is on the highest floor which is the 3rd and I have to walk half a kilometre before I get there
- Did I mention Natasha?
- My bag is heavy EVERYDAY
- P.E. teacher is AWFUL


Life is screwed up tight right now, so don't expect updates weekly.
Ta-ta :D