Bubbles

Okay maybe new posts on weekends ain't working well. From now on this blog's just updated whenever I want and you'd know when just by following/stalking my twitter with the link or box or something on the right of this page. It's right around there so yeah, stalk me PLEASE.

Anyway the holidays are here! Possibility of going out of town? As thin as paper. Really. My dad's still in KL and we YOU KNOW WHAT never mind. Main point is i'm not sure. Rather stay at home doing nothing, like how I did with the first weekend of the hols. 

I couldn't text Jitty over the weekend cause he was at camp in some "tropical resort" outside town. So I was pretty bored. Worried at the same time too cause he'd been really stressed over it cause he's the one organizing the camp which I TRULY understand after planning Drama's gathering over a hotel. But yeah, I was pretty bored and lonely. BUT, I STILL did something productive so don't judge.  

HOW I SPENT MY FIRST WEEKEND OF THE HOLIDAYS
I played minecraft and found gold. 
I made gifts for Jitty. Simple and homemade ones duh I aint got money. 
And that was it for the daylight session of Saturday.

BUT WAIT at night Mom got a surprise invitation to my cousin's(?) "Goodluck And Have Fun And Be Safe, You're Moving To Malacca For Studies" party/blessing/praying thing. I don't know. I didn't wanna go but i'm scared of being home alone at night so i just tagged along. I didn't really wanna go cause I don't even know the girl very much. Family events are always awkward for me. TERRIBLY awkward. I've mentioned this before right? That I cant really speak their language well without numerous 'Umms' and 'What did she just say?' but yeah I went instead and was hoping my half chinese cousin was there to help ease the awkwardness.

I'm practically the black sheep in both sides of the family. I'm the only one who talks English every second of my whole life. Of course I know how to speak chinese or kenyah but at the same time i'm still horrible in it with pronunciation mistakes and inappropriate words. I am a fail. At least I could still make it big on some stuff academically or in extra curricular. Right?

So yeah enough with rantings and back to the "party". I barely know half the people that were there, most of them was from the other OTHER side of the girl's family I think, cause they're kayan and we're kenyah and woop de doo de doo. My chinese cousin was there TOTAL RELIEF FOR ME. So yeah we chilled at the back of a truck with my other full kenyah cousin which i'm comfortable with cause she's younger than me :3

NOW THIS IS THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE NIGHT when we were outside practically everyone (that was outside the house) heard a girl cry, getting heavier and heavier everytime my brother and the other kids go freaked her out with faces and stuff. I was freaked out as usual when I saw who it was. The neighbor two houses away was outside crying terribly and we didn't know why. So we ran back into the house and was really blur and practically told everyone bout it. The host of the "party" said that it's prolly cause she's scared and her parents left here home alone with some little kids and were out at a pork stall selling and always come home like 2 in the morning. And the girl's prolly crying heavier cause of my younger brother and the kid's trying to scare her. Kids. Freakin kids.

One of the guests of the "party" brought the scared girl into the house and comforted her. It was the most warming thing i've ever seen. Total strangers, but the same race too, helping to calm her down. The girl is apparently diagnosed with down syndrome and looked like a teen too. After 10 minutes a tiny girl that's about 9 years old came and brought her back to the house. I have no idea who she was couldn't understand Kayan. But it was definitely the best part of the night. 

After that people are starting to leave and the idea of a sleepover at my chinese cousin's house came up. Okay her name's jeissy now WRITE THAT DOWN. The truck wasn't spacious enough for eight kids to squeeze in so we rode at the BACK of the truck. Flashbacks of road trips back to kampong arise. Total. Awesomeness. Wind and bugs flying into our faces OH what fun. Just kidding it was worth it :)

Then we ate and TV and omegle. Not really worth it since most of the people on it were wanking and being racist cause of the asian stereotype bout our "small eyes". Then we met a couple of Filipinos on it! The guys were Jules and RJ and they are hella nice and cute. The awkward part was that I was the only one that talked to them the whole time on skype, with Jeissy and Ivy at my both sides admiring their cuteness cause you know, they're not fluent in english and were probably shy. It was fun they're really really nice. Awesome people alright. 

So we stayed over at Jeissy's for 2 nights. Most part of it was omegle cause since we could find people like the Filipinos maybe we could find more. Sadly no we couldn't. Only horny guys sigh. Then I went back home and Jitty's back from camp too! We texted but briefly cause i'm tired and sleepy. Then an hour later I woke up reading Jitty's depressed and lonely tweets which made feel really, really, really guilty for not staying up with him till I banged my head on the table twice. After that, long story, then i'm here now. Writing a really loooooong post for just 3 days of my first holiday weekend. Well this is surprising never knew so much would happen in so long.

Oh well I shall stop now it's been an hour writing this. Mkay bye shall post when i'm doing something.